JoanneLZH's

Cool blue moon.

Recite this;

The big bad Bernard beat the big bad Joanne but the big bad Joanne beat the big bad Bernard back.

LOL, this creation is from K. A very good friend of mine in the past. Suddenly thought of this and our pasts.

Been sleeping all day till evening and got up to pass the moeny to babylove's sis then had dinner with mother and sister.

Dota-ing all the way and Les-partner called to talk cock with me. Sighs~ So bored.

Some people ask me, whether I'm happy with my birthday. I replied ; no, I'm not happy. Because of my personal reasons. But, I am really contended. Thank you babylove, chunaho and co, ruqiang and co, shan for booking the table and many many people whom filled the atmosphere with laughter. I love you all. And lastly, i had a memorable 18th birthday.

PS: Saw Shanel darling and Jolene Les-partner. Miss them so much!

SYH.

Can't imagine that i've been with this kind of person for 1year, 1month & 10days. Fuck. Too much freedom, too many misery.

I fucking fuck your fucking attitude with my fucking words.

PS; Fuck you BLSK.

We've been slogging, the whole life.

Somedays ago.

Life's been a misery.

Since young, we go to school for education.

We stress about examinations.

We compare and compete in school.

After leaving school we work.

For tiny weeny amount to struggle through our finance.

We compare and still compete for experience.

When you met a guy/girl we stress about whether it's real.

Relationship causes heartbreaks.

Patching and breaking, breaking and patching.

And you feel like dying.

After you settle down, you stress about future.

You stress about your kids and their future.

At old age, we stress about our kid's finance.

We stress about whether they are living good.

When we were about to die, we stress about hospital bills.

We stress about kids turning faces for assets.

The last breathe, we think about our life throughout these centuries.

After we die, we have nothing left.

That's life.

& it isn't fair.

Goodbye fuck face.

Contact information_______

I am resigning form the position as a customer service officer at Masego Spa from today onwards.

I would like to ask for a compensation and my pay credited into my bank account _______ as soon as possible as I am having some financial crisis at the moment and i was not give even 1/2weeks notice.

I was absent for 2days but i had provided recognized medical certificate with valid excuses. Please look into further notice for this matter.

Lastly, i would like to thank you for taking your time to read this letter and i wish your company a prosperous business.

With regards,
Joanne.

My Signature
_________.

Sick.

Been to polyclinic for MC today. I'm glad i went to see doctor today instead on other days. I have never been in this drastic situation before. Life's going down the hill. It's hard for me to handle all this together. Though relationship was going smoothly, but my health is also going down each day. This Thursday I'm going to KKH. Hopefully, everything will end fast and smooth.

I'm sick up here if this goes longer.

Monday blues.

Monday blues plus extra... ...

What the fuck u msged me really hurts like fuck.

___________________

Back @ scene;

Been to westmall today to return my library book and to get a new one.

CSC to meet babylove as he's number-ing.

Westmall to meet cousin-xm for DDR.

Then back to CSC to meet babylove again.

Ah Seong's coffeshop to slack.

Then cabbed home with babylove and his friend.

Find things much more simpler when I'm working for long hours.

Except to face my freaking colleagues, i was happily chatting.

Sighs~ It's 4.03am now. I'm going to wake up @ 9am.

But insomnia ate into my dreams.

Still thinking of that msg she sent.

Anyway to K.

Thanks alot for those words.

I miss you.

PMS

I had a fucking worse day today.

Firstly, i woke up late and hence, reached my work place late.

Secondly, i couldn't speak when i woke up due to sore throat.

Thirdly, my operation manager scolded me for not greeting her in the phone but i did.

And she demand me to write 50times : Good afternoon, Masego, How may i help/assist you.

Fuck.

Then, my colleagues were fucked up today, giving childish attitude making me almost slapped her.

Then, Mary Chia and Wendy Ho came.

I can see she's upset with our place, but, not our fault!

Then, we don't have dinner break.

SMLJ fucking day.

If you realise.

All the "xiao_________" boys and girls have the same thing in common. Probably photogenic/photoshopped BUT, ____ in life. Just realised. The xiaos~ Take note uh!

I dreamt.

Sweet tooth for bbgum, yummy.

Erm, NOT for me. It's this girl below, she's Farhana and she's 22 this year. One of our beauticians and therapist. & she just recovered from her bike minor accident on her R125. LOL.